Tuesday, January 6, 2015

The pain is back

Last night I went to sleep in more pain than I have felt in a longtime . I felt and still feel win I Was in an accident or fight . My joints and tissue hurt to touch. l took 2 OTC pain piles and turned on some relaxing sounds of Thunder . I woke up only once and drifted back asleep. That is until i was rudely awakened by the t.v. at five a.m.  I don't know why in the past month I have begun hurting again so badly. The  things I have realized is that I am not moving as much as I should and I need to lose some weight.  Actually a lot of weight. Or it could be the temperatures.  No matter what it is I have to push past it a and keep to my goals. 

For those of you who do not understand this pain, let me say it is like every bit of your body is on fire.  The slightest touch leaves you in agony.  Even the touch of covers on the body feels like a ton of weight at this moment the only parts not hurting are my face, feet and front torso. My arms are so sore at the elbow that when I bend my arm it feels like all my muscles are being ripped apart and off the bone. 

Do not consider this complaining this is part of how I deal I share these stories so others know they are not alone.