I am hurting now.
I don't want to go back to the medications.
I do not want to be dependent on a substance to take away the pain.
I can't sleep.
I cannot get comfortable.
I hurt with each movement of my body.
You think you understand?
You cannot know what it is like to be in my shoes.
Sure I have taken on a lot.
But it is a far cry from where I was not so long ago.
I could not move. I could not exists. I hurt so badly I could not live.
What do I do?
How can I make it better?
I have faith that this too shall pass.
Life will go on.
I may hurt today.
But it is not forever.
