It is back

Suddenly out of no where the pain is back and worse than it has ever been.  I start a fibromyalgia study tomorrow.  Hopefully I get the real drug and not the placebo.  I have been surviving on over the counter pain medication and heating pads.  People don't understand the pain is so intense it makes you irritable and wanting to hide.  Unfortunately I caught a bug at the same time and feel like crap.  I have been doing nothing but sleeping and had to actually miss work for the first time in years because of the combination of being sick and in pain.